i thought i’d be better

Nope, still mad at people’s insensitivity. I get it. I truly understand why people say stupid things about being positive blah, blah, blah. Right now though, it’s making me angry and I have no patience so it’s better if I just ignore them.

Amy got drugs today to deal with infection. Symptoms are bothersome like sore back, exhaustion and upset system. How am I supposed to find the positive in that? I never know how the infections will travel. Will it end her life or just be a nuisance? Every day is a new challenge. Gawd, I need a break. No clue how she copes. Ok, buying a puppy and buying dog stuff on marketplace helps her to cope.
Cancer just sucks.